when I tell you what happened here

I'm tired of the internet. All I want is to be able to really walk again, keep writing, keep my home & pets safe. All I want is for everyone to care so much that we protect each other, sacred breath, heart and honor. Equanimity. Engaged. All I want is freedom, and I will not live to see it; I will see more grief & pain. Holding hope alongside trauma, it's ok it's ok, push back against the world that keeps trying to kill me, push back to make space for rest and dream