LOVER

DEADASS

you don't see us. We're ghosts, nobody believes in ghosts. But we see you, and we're real and one day, well, nothing will change & nobody will pay but one day someone you love will get hit with disability of some sort or you and. Well, we'll welcome you with open arms

Checklist/disabled

1. Virology
2. Looking for why
3. A relational, collective modality of endurance and support
4. Queer as in being at odds with everything around 
5. Invent/create/find a place
6. Speak/thrive/live
7. bell hooks
8. Stigma of disease/pain of recovery
9. Against and into pain/death
10. Against and into their body
11. I love my body one-breasted
12. Fixed, moveable, deep, surface, strong, weak pains
13. Stabs, throbs, burns, grips, tickles, itches, aches pain
14. Audre Lorde
15. How very much the reputation of illness
16. Adds to the suffering
17. An ethic and aesthetic
18. Looking inside
19. Embodied feeling
20. The act of writing doesn't make one strong
21. Make it urgent and enchanting 
22. Rage and joy simultaneous
23. Never lose sight of pleasure
24. Tomato, peach, zinnia, marigold, pear
25. Peppers, squash, collards, blackberry, eggs
26. Look faraway, closer
27. Replicates by sheer volume
28. There is no truly after
29. Cells waiting to respond
30. Private writing
31. Some sort of virus?
32. Love
33. Degrees