Checklist/13 Years

1. My heart won't quit its gallop
2. A huge bird
3. in her long black dress
4. My body hung below me like a stranger (trauma
5. I am the water brought inside by flowers (recovery
6. This is how we slept since the beginning
7. Burn me, fearless 
8. laugh out loud, feel the fire
9. I promise something carnival
10. arms and legs of blood/running toward death
11. Don't move, don't you dare take a step
12. What is your name really
13. I keep the bears in hiding
14. I have been still and listened
15. turned out to be an owl
16. You don't own me or anything
17. Rose from the kid to the hero
18. Of course I believe
19. everything experienced by little girls
20. of the earth/clouds in sky (you don't get to know me
21. Ain't that right, sister?
22. It's a thousand years forward and back
23. and I have no words for you
24. Certain magics know to be silent
25. Butter-full moon
26. Cut wide open singing
27. I'm just a dream
28. Ancestral vision/their sights on me
29. All is impermanence
30. Write what happened to my body
31. What closed, write open
32. In this, omniscient 
33. Degrees